I'm a little discouraged today...
I was on the bus and this kid was in front of me, and he's kinda mean, so I said, "What are you doing here?"...
He was just on the bus for that day.
He tried to get me mad by telling me that my person-person (the kid I like) dislikes me...
He said my person-person said I was a loser and he hated me...
Phooey... :(
I was sad.
And I really don't care anymore. I decided to not have a person-person. Because people-people bring nothing but grief, I think.
My friend Carson put up with me giving him a big hug, because he's like a little brother and he doesn't care what I do. He was making a rap song about tomatoes... The last verse I heard went:
I went to both managers
to get some tomatoes,
They were there
And they had more potatoes
I asked for some yummy tomatoes
and they said, "You're out of luck,
So just go...
Home."
It made me laugh. Carson is one of my lifelines. Mommy is my other one...
I feel almost happy that I have no need to care what person-person thinks anymore... because he isn't really a person-person anymore. I had granted him so much power over me... I'm not going to allow him to do that anymore.
I feel too free now. Because when I have a person-person, it's like something to hold on to, and I'm a little empty now.
It's not encouraging to know someone thinks about me like that. Mom said I'm not a loser, but I think I am, because if he said it, then it's got to be true.
Crap. I've given him another advantage. I've got to let whatever he thinks roll off me.
That was a great tomato rap song. Probably the best I've heard. :)
2 comments:
Aww, dont let that kid let you down.
He was probably just lying to make himself look good.
:)
Don't let that meanie head get you down. ;0
;x
I wish I'd been there for the performance. I agree, best tomato rap evah.
Sunny, babe, it's okay to have people-people--someone to admire and care for--just make sure it's someone who's worthy of your admiration. This particular person-person, while artistic and intelligent, is not beholden of awesomeness because he can't seem to find it in others. The best people to love are those who are generally loving people to begin with. This person-person is insecure and needs to back up his own self-worth by tearing other people down. Your time is valuable. Spend it caring about someone who respects himself enough to respect you. That's the sign of true intellect and the main ingredient in successful relationships across the board.
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